Rejuvenate.

Assalamualaikum.


Back again here, finally. Rejuvenating everything; the blog's layout ( Kudos to the big sister, Along for making this super dull gloomy blog more lively again), the spirit,the soul and most importantly, the Iman. Few months left as a Sophomore as a medical student here in Alexandria,InshaAllah. Time flies so fast that I could not even remember what I have been doing during this year when finally I'm reaching towards its end already. That means, few more days towards final examination, and soon towards Malaysia,Biiznillah. So basically, nothing much to share here but I just want to share some of my 10 cents regarding examination. What I've been observing so far, people will always stressed out whenever it comes to examination ( since Alexandria University is always having examination compared to others here in Egypt). 


Some of my prior observations during examination week:


-Exam Fever Campaign will be launched, where majority of us will change their default picture on the social network to whatever related exam stuffs.


-We ( because it happens also to me sometimes) are so stressed out thinking about tons of modules to be digested and we tend to forget our obligations towards the One who is actually going to grant us success or failure. Or maybe, we become closer towards Him during this time only. Eg: Waking up for Tahajjud, performing the Solat Sunat, and reading the Al- Quran more frequent than other days. Why? It is so hard for us to be Istiqamah,isn't it?  This is something for us to ponder upon.


-Maybe we become closer towards the Creator but how about our obligations towards our circle of friends? Do we really care about them during these days or we just go focusing merely on our books?


'Indignity is put over them wherever they may be, except when under a covenant (of protection) from Allah, and a covenant from men; they have drawn on themselves the Wrath of Allah and destitution is put over them'....( 3:112)
Or in a simple words, I shall say Habluminallah, Habluminnas.


Quoting several friend's status on facebook:

~Sahabat-sahabat, JANGAN kita menjadi HAMBA EXAM.

~Study untuk exam atau study kerana Allah? Sebenarnya, tidak timbul pertembungan antara kedua-dua perkara tersebut kerana EXAM adalah KEPERLUAN, AKHIRAT ialah TUJUAN.

So, it is well said right? So examination is actually a part of our life. For me personally, the true examination is during the Day of Judgement; Jannah or Hell (Nauzubillah) What is far most important is, we should strive, and give our best and leave the rest up to Him.

Tawwakul is not an act of the limbs—it is an act of the heart.  And so while the limbs are striving hard, the heart is completely reliant on Allah.  This means whatever the outcome of the limbs’ striving, the heart will be completely satisfied, knowing that it is the flawless decision of Allah.

But in order to reach this level, one must hold on to hope, strive with the limbs, and let go with the heart- Yasmin Mogahed. 

For complete story, you can read it here.

And that shall end my dull boring post. Till then! Let us together muhasabah ourselves towards a better Moslem inshaAllah :)

              Al- Farabi's study room and with my favourite people; The place where I went through                                my Ups and Downs. Missing them and memories beyond it :')

I Need This. Seriously.

WHERE IN THE WORLD ARE YOU THE TIME MACHINE BECAUSE I NEED YOU NOW!

Been very stressed out for these past few days. Classes everyday mostly begin at 8 and end at 4. As for today, my class started at 10 and ended at 4. Just so you know, I got practical classes from 10-12, then 12-2 and lectures from 2-4. My second practical ended at 1.45pm then, I had to rush to the nearby masjid to perform my Zohor prayer and managed to arrive at the Lecture Hall at 2 pm on the dot just a few seconds before the lecturer entered the class. So I was so tired plus exhausted and I cant even concentrate just now. And I am supposed to do my assignments NOW, but heck, I logged in this thingy -.- I googled and you-tubed bout so many crappy things eg: a SUPERB GREAT GAME SHOW during the my childhood days: ISTANA TAKESHI :) And I am missing my old good days :) LIKE SERIOUSLY! thats the only reason why I deeply want A TIME MACHINE so that I can adjust my own sweet time and return to the past especially during the HIGH SCHOOL DAYS :) to be specific; IM MISSING MY HIGH SCHOOL FRIEND TREMENDOUSLY :(

On the other note, my 1st result is going to be released SOON, REALLY SOON.I don't expect for anything else except, PASS! Please, I wanna go back to Malaysia ASAP!

P/S: 24 jam tak cukup. Malam ni tak study pon, target nak buat assignment tak tercapai. Sekarang dh pkul 11.23pm, esok kelas pukul 8. Nice kan? Dah la. Nak log out. Kecewa dgn diri sendiri -.-

Ya Allah,help me please to go through all these.

First Impression

I found this during the room cleaning just now. This game was played during PSMB when we first arrived here at Alexandria. PSMB stands for Program Sambutan Mahasiswa Baru (its just like an orientation week but it lasted for 4 days only. Everyone was asked to stand in a circle and closed their eyes. A piece of paper was pasted behind each person and everyone must write their first impression about that person. Here goes their first impression towards me:

1-Pendiam :I seldomly talk to new people ,or in other word, I'm not a friendly-type person. But take note, saya tak sombong okayyyy! Lagi-lagi kalau org tu satu kepala dengan saya, bestttttttttttttt !

2.Comel : I take that as a compliment, thank you. HAHA. LMAO! All praises goes to HIM :)

3 & 4. Serius: I think because I rarely smile to unfamiliar faces. And because of this, people will always say, "Amal, senyumla sikit." HAHA. Okay, I'll take this as a reminder :D

5.Solehah + Best: Wow! InshaAllah, Ameen :)

6. Cakap banyak: Oh yes I do :) And believe me I can talk 24 hours non-stop especially with my friends. Hee. :)

7. Nampak serius tapi okay: I guessed the person who wrote this is getting to know me better, perhaps.

8. Cute and berkeyakinan: For the very first time people say I'm confident. But may I know in terms of what pleaseeeeeeeeeeeee?

9.Peramah: I bet you have known me for ages. HAHA.

Sometimes it's good to know what people think about you when they first saw you. This were their first impression towards me. What say you? ;)

Dusty Dust.

Another 3 days to go, then it will be exactly 2 months I've been surviving here in Egypt. Am I really surviving? Oh yes I do :) And because of that, I decided to write at least, something here. Frankly speaking, I didn't know what to write .So much to tell but somehow it had disappeared from my mind. Isn't that normal? HAHA. So just a quick updates here from Alexandria :)

~I just finished my Module 2 examination which was like -.- I've done my very best and just let Allah do the rest ;)

~I'm having a one week holiday so yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhh! :)) I'm going to spend every minutes to the fullest before the next module begin next week.

~If you asked me about Alexandria,there's nothing much I can say. It just like living in the middle of Kuala Lumpur with a massive traffic jam and non-stop hon. Except on Friday morning. You will feel like the whole Alex is yours sbb org Arab cuti tak bangun pagi. HAHA.

~Winter's coming and its getting colder and colder and I'm shiveringggggggggggggggg! Take note, weight gain is a must during winter so I'm so scared. -.-

~Counting days for the Eid Adha and for the first time I'm going to celebrate it here :(

~Im craving for Malaysian dishes, where can I get them? To be specific, char keow teaw pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeee! KSP tak sedap, dah la mahal. LOL.

Till then because my mind is about to freeze now. Okay, saja hyper-bola. :)

Less Than 6 hours Left

Semoga Allah permudahkan segala urusan, I'm hoping for a good start, InshaAllah. Do pray for me people, thank you :)

How Far Along

The very last time I did my TO-DO LIST was a month ago on 2nd August 2010. Today, approximately one month had passed by, how much I've done so far?

• Polish kembali driving skill yang sangat dah teramat berhabuk! Oh mannn, I miss driving so much!-believe me or not,I haven't touched the steering since I've finished my preparation at Kuantan ,until NOW! I want to drive, pleaseeeeeee! =(
• Buat spec baru.A.S.A.P!-CHECKED!
• Pergi SEMASHUR untuk collect sijil SPM.-CHECKED, but then the certificate was not yet ready, so I just dropped by to visit my teachers and juniors.
• Belajar masak. Ni sepatutnya prioriti ni. Adoi. Malas okay!-As soon as MARA said that 1st year students are not allowed to cook, I've stopped learning. HAHA.Ish Ish Ish.
• Kemas bilik yang dah tak rupa macam bilik ni. Haiyaa!-I've been cleaning it almost everyday eh no, CERTAIN days but then, I can't see any changes. HAHAHA.
• Movie marathon! Banyak movie tak tengok masa duduk kat Cherating dulu :(-this is an endless thingy. I've been watching at least one movie per day but still, I got so many other movies to catch up. ECEH CEH!
• Study Amal study! At least sejam sehari pon takpe so that sampai sana takdelah terkejut sangat macam tak tahu apa-apa langsung! Sources dah ada, jangan cari alasan! -I've read about carbohydrate and I don't even understand a single thing and now I'm scared! -.-
• Bukak ATM A.S.A.P jugak. -CHECKED!
• Transfer gambar-gambar dalam laptop tapi kabel misplaced. Sebab tu kena kemas bilik dulu. HAHA.-CHECKED!
• Beli laptop and pendrive baru. Hard disk ke? Haha. Banyak duit!-CHECKED!
• Makan makanan Malaysia sepuas-puasnya. Haha. Teruk betul idea!-I've been craving for SUBWAY for these past few days. LAPAARRRRRRRRRRR!
• Visit kawan-kawan dekat KMB, PASUM dan UiTM. Kalau boleh nak hangout dengan diorg tapi of course lah diorg tak cuti kan. Eh lupa, Cik Pika Nadhirah pon suruh visit die kat KMS .-CHECKED but I only managed to visit PASUM. Other places,some other time maybe.
• Start kumpul sikit-sikit basic needs yang nak kena bawak ke sana. OMG! Baru sedar yang sebulan tu tak lama dahhhh! I hate packing so muchhhhhhhhhhhhh!-Almost 90% done but I'm a lazy lazier eh no laziest person to put all those stuffs in the luggage because? yes you know the answer. Because packing-is-so-not-me!
• Pre depature@ MARA on 3rd Sept. -It was not on 3rd Sept actually but yesterday so CHECKED!

Wahhhh, almost everything was done. So, for the first very time, I would like to congratulate myself because I'm able to accomplish my to-do-list though it took about a month! And I'm very very proud of it. :)

psst ;InshaAllah,my flight details are as follows:

Date : 16 September 2010

Time: 1.30 am

Destination: KL-Cairo

Airlines: Egypt Air

I'm going to appreciate every clock's tickling because only 2 weeks left! Gah!