Kecil Hati

Kehadapan Persatuan X,

Walaupun saya tahu tiada siapa pun yang akan membaca post ini, tetapi izinkan saya untuk meluahkan ketidak puasan hati saya. Sungguh, saya kecewa. Bukan untuk yang pertama kali, tapi mungkin untuk yang 3056491207497356 kalinya.

Saya SUNGGUH BENAR TERAMAT KECEWA dengan tindakan Ahli Majlis Tertinggi Persatuan X kerana:

Mereka GEMAR/SUKA  mintak tolong di saat-saat last minute dengan alasan  : "Boleh tolong tak? Kitorang takde orang dah ni? Please, please". Jujur saya cakap, kalau untuk kata tidak, saya agak rasa bersalah sebab saya percaya pada erti hidup pada memberi. Selagi mana saya boleh tolong, saya tolong. Saya juga percaya, kalau kita tolong orang, inshaAllah Allah tolong kita. Maka saya tolong tapi.....

Apa yang lebih MENGECEWAKAN setelah apa yang kita tolong/buat langsung tidak dihargai/ ditolak mentah-mentah tanpa SECUBIT pun perasaan bersalah. Tambah mengecewakan, siap boleh complained :
Yang tu tak kena, yang ni tak kena, yang tu besar, yang ni kecik, yang tu bawak ke kanan, tulisan tak sesuai, saiz tak sama besar. But, excuse me, I'm not here to serve YOU! There are so many other things to do. I got classes to attend, subjects to revise!  Let me tell YOU this,I'm willing to help you or to lessen your burden but if complaining  is all YOU gonna do, might as well you do it on your own. Frankly speaking, I'm tired. I'm tired of all your "so-called-ethics of working", your "most-honourable-protocols" and what not. Don't you ever question why some people chose not to be with YOU, because now I also already knew the answers.

iStress, iDisappointed, iRestMyCase. *hands up*

Rejuvenate.

Assalamualaikum.


Back again here, finally. Rejuvenating everything; the blog's layout ( Kudos to the big sister, Along for making this super dull gloomy blog more lively again), the spirit,the soul and most importantly, the Iman. Few months left as a Sophomore as a medical student here in Alexandria,InshaAllah. Time flies so fast that I could not even remember what I have been doing during this year when finally I'm reaching towards its end already. That means, few more days towards final examination, and soon towards Malaysia,Biiznillah. So basically, nothing much to share here but I just want to share some of my 10 cents regarding examination. What I've been observing so far, people will always stressed out whenever it comes to examination ( since Alexandria University is always having examination compared to others here in Egypt). 


Some of my prior observations during examination week:


-Exam Fever Campaign will be launched, where majority of us will change their default picture on the social network to whatever related exam stuffs.


-We ( because it happens also to me sometimes) are so stressed out thinking about tons of modules to be digested and we tend to forget our obligations towards the One who is actually going to grant us success or failure. Or maybe, we become closer towards Him during this time only. Eg: Waking up for Tahajjud, performing the Solat Sunat, and reading the Al- Quran more frequent than other days. Why? It is so hard for us to be Istiqamah,isn't it?  This is something for us to ponder upon.


-Maybe we become closer towards the Creator but how about our obligations towards our circle of friends? Do we really care about them during these days or we just go focusing merely on our books?


'Indignity is put over them wherever they may be, except when under a covenant (of protection) from Allah, and a covenant from men; they have drawn on themselves the Wrath of Allah and destitution is put over them'....( 3:112)
Or in a simple words, I shall say Habluminallah, Habluminnas.


Quoting several friend's status on facebook:

~Sahabat-sahabat, JANGAN kita menjadi HAMBA EXAM.

~Study untuk exam atau study kerana Allah? Sebenarnya, tidak timbul pertembungan antara kedua-dua perkara tersebut kerana EXAM adalah KEPERLUAN, AKHIRAT ialah TUJUAN.

So, it is well said right? So examination is actually a part of our life. For me personally, the true examination is during the Day of Judgement; Jannah or Hell (Nauzubillah) What is far most important is, we should strive, and give our best and leave the rest up to Him.

Tawwakul is not an act of the limbs—it is an act of the heart.  And so while the limbs are striving hard, the heart is completely reliant on Allah.  This means whatever the outcome of the limbs’ striving, the heart will be completely satisfied, knowing that it is the flawless decision of Allah.

But in order to reach this level, one must hold on to hope, strive with the limbs, and let go with the heart- Yasmin Mogahed. 

For complete story, you can read it here.

And that shall end my dull boring post. Till then! Let us together muhasabah ourselves towards a better Moslem inshaAllah :)

              Al- Farabi's study room and with my favourite people; The place where I went through                                my Ups and Downs. Missing them and memories beyond it :')

Who Are We?

Since the society nowdays are being way too judgmental, thus, this is something for me,you and us to ponder upon.

#who are we to judge he's handsome and she's beautiful?

#who are we to judge he's pious and she's religious?

#who are we to judge he's rich and she's poor?

#who are we to judge he's intelligent and she's brilliant?

#who are we to judge he's kind and she's stingy?

#who are we to judge he's matured and she's childish?

#who are we to judge he's fat and she's thin?

#who are we to judge he's good and she's bad?

Because after all, its not WE who is going to judge but its US who will be judged soon at the very end of the day. So lets make a new resolution! 2012;towards a greater good: Better person and most importantly, better Muslim Insha Allah :)

10 Things God Won't Ask

God won't ask what kind of car you drove,but will ask how many people you drove who didn't have transportation.

God won't ask the square footage of your house, but will ask how many people you welcomed into your home.

God won't ask about the fancy clothes you had in your closet, but will ask how many of those clothes helped the needy.

God won't ask about your social status, but will ask what kind of class you displayed.

God won't ask how many possessions you had, but will ask if they dictated your life.

God won't ask what your highest salary was, but will still ask if you compromised your character to obtain that salary.

God won't ask how much overtime you worked, but still ask if you worked overtime for your family and loved ones.

God won't ask how many promotions you received, but will ask how you promoted others.

God won't ask what your job tittle was, but still ask if you performed your job to the best of your ability.

God won't ask how many friends you had, but will ask how many people to whom you were a true friend.

p/s: Came across this poem in the newspaper yesterday. The author and source is unknown.